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People can be gayers! Not players.. GAYERS! yes...
And this is how it went:
he says: so i wouldn't mind doing things to you ;)
i say: yeah, but i think my boyfriend might
he says: i'll buss him up, cheek of him
i say: yeah, well, no offense you've got a cheek trying to come on to me :|
he says: yeah well what about the chemistry we had?!
i say: umm, and which chemistry would this be exactly?!
he says: you know exactly what i'm talking about!
i say: no i don't otherwise i wouldn't be asking you would i?!
he says: im just upset, and if he wants beef i'll give him beef
i say: dya know what.. stop with the gangsterness.. if you want to talk to me, talk to me like a normal human being
he says: im only joking!
i say: whatever
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Aren't conversations ohh sooo fun?!?!I feel..:  blah Listening to..: blinkers |
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Wow, i have my computer back! arent i clever! yes! soo, umms.. i havent been on for a looong while.. well, a week, as ive felt like being a tad unsociable and not talking.. sooo instead.. ive just gone out eveeeeeeeeryday instead! haha! so funny!
hum, soo much is happening.. i may or may not be going to Chrissy's wedding next year.. dependos on soo much..
umms.. in the summer.. ive got le holidays with.. umm friends.. trip to france.. festi-val..umm a lot really.
umm, ian's home in 2 weeks. fun. :) be nice to see him again. so yeah. he might be staying in america for another year.. since aparently he's been offered loads of jobs or sumthing, so mum keeps hearing.. and she reckons he seems kind of keen about it.. so she's been suggesting and introducing into the conversation 'so how would you feel about just going, next year.. if he decides to stay?' and thing with mum is, she doesn't bring things into conversation, if shes not ABSOLUTEY serious. so yeah. i dunno. this time next year.. if im not in london.. (which by september is pretty doubtful anyways) ill either be sumwhere like, leeds.. newcastle.. or maybe even america :l i honestly have no idea now. it'll be hard for them, i know it will, i mean, him away another year, after they just got married. So i dunno. we might just pack our bags and go. Mum knows how i feel about living here now anyways. well, living in london anyways. So yes. who knows what will happen. who knows where i'll be living next year! it's all still a very big mystery!
hum. the world is a strange place. and chewing gum tastes really like plasic if u've had the same bit for over an hour :lI feel..:  curious Listening to..: Ashlee Simpson - lala |
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Feb. 6th, 2005 @ 04:16 pm
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i think ive had about 5 bacardis sooo far.. kinda feel abit shit now though.. all my thinking coming back to me. It was good for a while.. just the kinda being able to forget.. and enjoy the ice coldness of the drinks.. and chat to that dude.. whoever he was. had nice hair though.
hum. i dunno. feel like im just.. pah i dunno. my head hurts with soo much in it. i dunno its weird, i just dont know what to think with so many thoughts.. im kinda trying not to think really. not thinking is good. only bad tin, is when i have to confront it.. its worse than before.
mum said they have my dress. so she gone to get it. so i can try it on.. pretend to be all "yay-happy" and then i can go back to myself! lol. well yeah im happy about the wedding, but you know, theres months away till that.. so its not exactly my priority at the moment..
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my lifeI feel..:  discontent Listening to..: simple plan |
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I'm Gay..I hope you all can understand and accept me..
Krys xx |
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thanks to JAMES!!!!!! yay!!!!
my work my work...i hope u like it krys?! :) be happy happy!
yes...i now kno krystals password..wooooo hooo!
byes xxxx
Feb. 5th, 2005 @ 08:38 pm
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Stupid fucking cunt arse behaviour! I feel stupid! Like.. REALLY stupid!
I hate people.. and things.. and right now.. everything!
Getting a tattoo i think.. Omar talked me round :P
Fucking hell, whats the point?! You think things are good.. and then, its like.. well fuck the world.. lose the...everything
Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 10:12 pm
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Okaaaaaaay.. well i had my psychology test today, and yah it went reaaaaaally well thank god!! I just really hope i got an A or they gunna make me retake :S Probly havent though.. which sucks ass! lmao.
Went cv today to see glo n em!! Told glo aboot les billets and she was sooo happy :D Soo woo thats all sorted now! Aww twas soo funky, i met Sebastian! Saw the back of Will lmao annnnnnnnd awww Simon was there! Saw him in his uniform! lmao! Tis like wow, i aint seen him in school uniform since like... 6 years ago! lmao! Aww back in the day... now hes turned from lil teeny simon to tall gangster nice dude! :D Tis cool though, cuz its like, wow, not everyone turns into complete shitheads after all! Some people actually do just stay real nice n stuff :)
Umm yeah, i think the only reason im actually typing a lot.. is cuz now.. im sorta hysterical LMAO! Yeah, im in like that kinda really tired stage.. but like past the actual tired feeling into this sorta wow, shit.. hystericalness! LMAO! Even em can vouch for this :P
Mmmm all i can say is no joke.. today is about THE most surreal day i have EVER had in my entire life!!!! NO JOKE!I can't actually believe some things are actually taking place.. its like WOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAH! lol! Its odd.. weird.. funky.. but odd.. :S lol! But yes.. i shall stop!
OMAR'S GETTING HIS TATTOOOOOOOOOO! :D! Gunna show me it at TBS! :D Although, not v.impressed.. he used THE word :l ewwwwwwwwwwww hate it hate it hate it!!! :-#
16 daaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys! :D
Anywhoos gunna go try do some of my lil booklet done for french.. je pense c'est nul, et c'est la vie est drole!
Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 07:47 pm
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Hum.. wow, i havent actually said anything.. for umm.. since last year! Soomm thats kinda long..bo shank! lmao!
Well, yah.. ive kinda saved most of my thoughts for my writing..since i thinks they're probably best kept where most can't see.. ive just had a lot of stuff on my mind and well yeah.. i dont intend to elaborate on something as well.. public as here!
Im back at college.. as of yesterday.. and well, its ok.. things are getting scarier since i got my exam on Tuesday morning.. bull fuck to that i say.. i managed to somehow get 20/20 in an actual test too! Soo wow go me, a freekin A! :D Well proud! My shittest ever english essay, seriously soo shit that i swear i could have written it fucking blind, spasticatedly standing upside down hopping on one leg it was THAT bad.. i even just missed a B in that one lmao! Annd wel yeah.. started coursework and soo far.. the Owens dude hasnt said anything drastic like they gunna throw me off the course sooo i believe its all uphill from here.. well i hope so.
Ooo and the girl, Charlie, she HAS emo glasses! lmao! Although i believe she doent even know what emo is.. but ahh well.. she has them! :D
But yes.. anywhoos.. yeah, i made a new friend today! Ella! She's really nice! Shes in all those photos i have of that random party :) And she was like "ooooo! i know you!" and i was jus thinkin like.. umm u do?! lol! She's cool though! :)
Ahhh and the infamous Eric, well he's well disappeared... in the sense he's never coming back.. which might i add i am pretty gutted about! :( He was like one of the cool dudes in my college.. and well, yeah, exactly he WAS! Fucking bull poop that is! Tanya came over and told me and it was like :O WHAAAAAAAAAAT? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :'(
But yes.. Omar! Aww he be cool! And hes going to TBS, Simple Plan and everythang.. soo woo! Yah.. and he knows Darren too! We were having this long discussion about how he's known all about me for like 2 years now :S through Hat and Gill, cuza the whole.. we knew Dunk and those of the old 3d8.. and well.. yes.. mmm...
Umm.. other news.. i dont have a sink! lmao, ian's trying to fix it.. but pah whats even the point?! Its fucking broken! ooo and aparently next year i might be shipped off to the West Indies (or however they be spelt) for a month or something.. soo mmm...
Umm.. Ian's leaving again next week i think.. soo umm yeah.. that should be fun :l
I need my venting buddy!! *arrrrg* especially now i cant fucking shout or scream to get it out! Nooo.. and why!? Krys isnt her high pitched-ness anymore.. noo... fucking ill.. well ill in the sense my throat is recovering from being run over by a fucking steam truck :S Yesterday was the first day i went out in like 3 days.. but wow, gladi stayed in, i couldnt actually form a word let alone a sentence 2 days ago! I think i liteally spoke about three words all day if that, and that was only by fucking managing to whisper! :'(
Anyways, must go eat..something.. and watch le big brother :)
Jan. 6th, 2005 @ 09:03 pm
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Well.. half term.. has again officially ended.. since today i was back at the glorious St Charles. FUN! lol! Naa it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.. although there are many places id have rathered be instead... hmm.. i shall not name any..
Did alright in me english essay.. wooness! And had te maths test which went relatively ok.. considering.. well i believe it did.. but what actually happened could most probably be a different story lol.
I can't find my little thingy i wrote a while back.. when i went though a phase of writing lyrics... and it was like my favourite thingy! Argh.. shoot me down! Hope i find it one day.. twas really.. like deepy meaningfully. Ive started back again too.. ha.. wot can i say, tis waht i do to keep me busy during me lessons... wrote some more today.. of which me thinks noone shall be seein cuz jus hmmm.... would take much persuasion for even a glimpse lol.
Just been kinda thinking.. like about.. stuff.. stuff thats happened recently.. which lets say.. i dont think ill forget in a while.. and stuff that has been going on for say.. a month or so.. and umm hmm... lots of little things going on in me head..
Today in french was funny though.. i walked in.. wearing me new styley, nGina was like "OMG where is your maroon 5 top?!" n i was like umm... at home.. with my other tops...lol.. so now, juusssst for her, ill wear it next french lesson! lol!
Aww Mahatma wasnt in today! :( At least i dont think he was... hes a cool dude! Definitely my kinda humour! :D
Eeesh! How gay are minidisks! Cud only get 1 mcr song recorded for today... so i had it on repeat! Wow-ness... i WILL see them in January.. whatever it takes.. i WILL!
Hum... next year seems to be packing itself up already.. christmas (even though its this year).. somerset house.. new year.. my birthday.. tbs (because i AM going).. em's birthday.. half term.. another gig(well more, but one thats already accounted for).. van's birthday..easter..(and before i get interigated.. yes i remember ur birthday too james lol!) mum and ian's wedding.. holiday (wooness - thers now a possibility of it being to BARLEY - owever u spell it)..a certain trip up north.. sooo much goin ownnn! lol!Annnd amongst all that.. im learnin to drive from january.. annnnd ive worked out, i can actually have my car by say.. may/june..tis lie 70% certain :D woo! road trips here i come! :D
Nov. 1st, 2004 @ 08:01 pm
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dum de dum... one of those days...hmmm...jus been thinking... about people.. and things...
Today in psychology was jus madness! We're doing all this stuff on the Humanistic Approach, and my teacher Mr Doyle, was making us work in pairs and give each other positive compliments where we havent done anything for them, we've jus been.. us lol! I had to work with him cuz there wasnt enough of us in the class lol! It was sooooo funny, cuz he was just like "yeah, ur a really great person! You come into my class all smiley and happy and enthusiastic! And from seeing you're parents last thursday, i could see thats the exact sort of person you are! And you have such a unique style of clothes sense and it really suits you! OMG i was soooooo jus wanting to laugh, i dunnoo why, its just im not used to people saying stuff like that n being all like that! i know it was a class thingy but even some of my friends from college, i dunoo, its just weird when you hear what people actually think of you.. especially if they're being genuinely nice lol
Haha, and when i gave Godwin his birthday beats, i actually hurt him reaaaaal bad! HAHA! im a strong girl! Don' mess wiv mee :P
Awwww and its sooooooo coooool! My babysitter's son, Kenny he named his little daughter after meeeee! And she's a year old now! Mum said we're gunna go over to their's one day and say hi, which will be cool! Haven't seen them in like yeeeaaaaaarrrrrrs.....
Oct. 13th, 2004 @ 07:39 pm
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OOO just had to say.. NEW FOUND GLORY DVD OUT 23rd November!!! HOW COOOOOOOL IS THAT?!?
its gunna be of the gig i went to.. sooo much fun it was.. haha and trying to phone people in the middle of whilst trying to get photos o the band, which came out rily well i mite add! :)
BUUTTT.. best of all.....
Its gunna av alll the stuff from the powercut!!! YAY!!! HOW COOOOOL IS THAT GUNNA BE!! Haha i might even be in it cuz at one point i turned round and the camera man guy was directly behind m with the camera above my head *thanks him for not dropping it on me :)*
**MAROON 5 NEXT SATURDAY - staying at Emma's funky house (haha, u wont be able to get me to leave the den :P)
**TAKING BACK SUNDAY - day after my birthday!! ---> the london gig WILL be the best! OK!?!
xx
Oct. 9th, 2004 @ 04:09 pm
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